cried again today for
the dun know how many
times cause i miss her.
the only way i xan see her
again is to die. then maybe
i can her. or maybe not...
she has been so good,
she of course will end up
in heaven. i have done so
many bad things in life.
i will go to hell.
i miss you so much.
you said you will
always be there for
me, but you are not.
i am not blaming you
i know you can't help it
too.
life is meaningless rite?
i sometimes ask myself
wat is life for?
somethings happen
time and again,
watever i do, things
wouldn't chage. wat is
the point living??