sometime it feels no one understands
i dun even know why
i do the things i do
when pride builds me up till i cant see my soul
will you?
break down this walls and pull me through
cause it's a long long journey
till i feel that i am worth the price
you paid for me on calvary
beneath those stormy skies
when satan mocks andm friends turn to foes
it feel like everything is out to make me lose control
cause it's a long long journey
till i find my way home to you

you angry can then i angry
cannot huh？
what knid of shit is this?
y nust everything also follow
what u wish to?
who you think u are?

posting for the sake of posting man!
blogging is super boring!
stilll waiting for jasmine to come
back online. she went out with
her aunts. so good la!
can go out.
i better wait for her la,
she tell that" i dun care, you
better be online when i am back!"
this kind of ppl.
aiya, she miss me too much!
if i am not online, i she will miss
me really really alot!
haha! i know i am such a good friend.
omg, i am really bored!
holidays are so boring!
hopoe school reopen soon!
going out on wed, at first
is mon, then jasmine cannot, so
we postphone it for HER!!
ok.
ending post

kenna forse by nadia
to post, that darling.
haix, at first planned to
go out with jasmine and
jolene today. but then
last night had fever the cannot go.
waolao eh. so sad.
then wanted to go out on
firday, then flower cannot cause
she have choir.
so bobian cannot go out also.
later getting flower to
read my post, haha!
i feel so evil.
but nvm, know flowewr will still love me
endind post

good terms？bad terms?
does it matters? if we have
bad terms, does it mean that
you can backstab?
i treat you badly?
are you sure, you want to
know why i did that?
cause you suck. and i am not
the only one who is sayhing this.
is alot people. in fact,
is everyone who hangs out with you.
you may say that i am not very close
to you, so i dun know you well.
but, i am super glad that i am not
close to you.
if you say i am not very close to you.
then are you very close to me?
no rite? if you
are not close to me, then you backstab me
foor what? if you say you are
close to me, then the more you should not
backstab me rite?
i really dun know what you want man.
do already, then dun dare admit.
at least i still have the
courage to tell you that i dun like you
in front of your face rite?
not like you, dun like me then say la.
pretend like a dog in front of me
for what?
then backstab behind my back.
what is the point?
make stacy think that you
are kelian?
then i tell you, you did it.
so stop pretending.
if you continues, is time that i tell
stacy the turth.
that will be the time that you dun have
any friends in the class.
i really dun know how stacy stand a
friend like you.
if you still thinks that you
are popular, then i tell you,
you are mad!






frinds comes and go,
friend that have gone,
i wish they could come back,
but a friend like you,
i would never wish
you to come back

dream of something last night
which bring my mood down.
it is like the the history
replaying. i dream of her
fighting with me, and somebody told
her that i backstab her whenn i never.
it has happen in the starting of the
year and now i am dreaming of it again,
will it happen again??

to somebody:
i already know who you are, so dun pretend in front of
me anymore, i dun know wat i
did to make you hate me so much
but even that, do you have to
so untrue things? do you even know me
well in the STARTING of the year
like who the hell cares if you like me
or not, but dun try to spoil the relationship
beteewn me and my friend?
watever la you, you are not like my
close friend, so i not going to
care about you anymore.

to her:

do you really trust her? she is just somebody that
you dun even know and you trusted her
instead of me. if that is the case, let's make an end to out friendship

cried again today for
the dun know how many
times cause i miss her.
the only way i xan see her
again is to die. then maybe
i can her. or maybe not...
she has been so good,
she of course will end up
in heaven. i have done so
many bad things in life.
i will go to hell.
i miss you so much.
you said you will
always be there for
me, but you are not.
i am not blaming you
i know you can't help it
too.
life is meaningless rite?
i sometimes ask myself
wat is life for?
somethings happen
time and again,
watever i do, things
wouldn't chage. wat is
the point living??

went back school for maths again
then after that met jolene at
the MRT, and she was late!!
how can she keep her daddy
waiting?? then went in the
train, the first thing she
wanted to do is take out
my clip, haha mean la she.
but then in the end, she still
never see.
went to vivo, buy tickets
for my sister's keeeper.
buy fries, onoin rings and
popcorn. waited like for
half an hour until the moive finally
start.
to jolene: sorry that i ask you
to watch my sister's keeper
with me, i am really sorry
kay? i didn't mean it.
i really dun know it will
remind you of your bad
memories, really sorry!!
cheer up kay?
anyway, something super
funny happen after the moive,
when we walking down the stairs,
jolene slip and fall down, then
was like laughing like crap la.
sms jolene and pris on my
way home.
ending post

posting second time in
the day, just that my
blog now is nicer
thanks to JOLENE
for theblog skin and
tag board. thanks PRIS
also, for trying to
help me make tag borad.
ending post

chuanjie was such a good darling
call her to tag then she will tag
anyway, is getting pris to
help me with tag board
and blog skin
dun know why is the tag
board in chinese.
is going out with JOLENE
tmr. looking forwawd to it
long time no see her le.
miss her so much,
of course she miss me too
i am her BEST daddy!!
haha. LOL
is going vivo i think
confirm damn alot ppl
nut nvm la
jolene want go there.
wanted to call shannen
go, family gathering
nut then in the end shannen
cant go. talking her report
book. good luck wife!
ending post